Fit-again Panesar looking for a chance

Out-of-favour England spin bowler Monty Panesar, who has been battling mental issues, is now cricket-ready. “I can still pitch the ball outside leg and turn it past off-stump,” he says.

Published : Aug 07, 2018 19:50 IST , London

 When Panesar was England's premier spin bowler, his undeniable talent, child-like enthusiasm and comical fielding turned him into a cult figure with the Barmy Army.
When Panesar was England's premier spin bowler, his undeniable talent, child-like enthusiasm and comical fielding turned him into a cult figure with the Barmy Army.
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When Panesar was England's premier spin bowler, his undeniable talent, child-like enthusiasm and comical fielding turned him into a cult figure with the Barmy Army.

 

Monty Panesar is looking for a county. He has not played First-Class cricket since 2016 and these days, he turns out for Hornchurch in the Essex League Premier Division to keep himself active. “The ball is coming out nicely out of my hand,” he says.

“The fitness is really good. I just need a county to say ‘Come and have a net with us, come and have a trial with us. Play a few games, let’s see how it goes.’ I would love that opportunity.”

When Panesar was England's premier spin bowler, his undeniable talent, child-like enthusiasm and comical fielding turned him into a cult figure with the Barmy Army. But the last of his 167 Test wickets came nearly five years ago and the time he was being serenaded with chants of 'Monty Monty Monty Monty Panesar' on the boundary. The present, however, is different.

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It's been a rough few years for Panesar. There was the infamous nightclub incident in 2013, when he was released by Sussex after urinating on bouncers. He joined Essex who cut him adrift in 2015 for off-field "issues". His love for cricket had waned, he said. There followed an emotional return to Northamptonshire — his first county — but the reunion was all too brief.

Mental health issues

Panesar reveals he has been battling mental health issues, suffering from paranoia and anxiety. He had not dealt with it well at first, he admitted, but the 36-year-old has since recovered, bit by bit. "I did yoga, boxing, had my own personal trainer, did a lot of gym work and reading. My physio asked me not to do anything that was pulling me down and just keep doing things that would elevate me rather than go on medication. I feel like I’m back where I used to be," he says.

Panesar did not realise for a long time how bad things were. "The Asian community doesn’t have the education or understanding (of mental illness). They understand you have a broken leg and that if you put a plaster over it, it will take six weeks to heal. But a broken mind, they think let’s just stay away from that (person) because they think their mind might get broken with it. The mind also takes time to heal. In the Asian community, when a person is mentally down, they don’t want to touch him."

English cricket has seen a few notable cases of mental illness, like those of Marcus Trescothick and Jonathan Trott. The nature of the sport perhaps has something to do with it, Panesar believes. "It's a combination of being away from home and also the pressure of playing cricket. Sometimes it’s your own desire. You are playing for your country and you are fighting for your spot. Sometimes it gets a bit too much."

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Players need to look for warning signs in the dressing room, he says. "When you go out for team meals, and you see a team-mate ordering room service or not wanting to mix, you can pick up on those signs. You can spot future cases early. Human behaviour is similar."

Tendulkar’s wicket

Back in 2006, Panesar made his Test debut in Nagpur against a strong Indian team. His first wicket was Sachin Tendulkar's, out leg-before.

Six years later, Panesar starred in England's series victory in India, notably bowling Tendulkar in Mumbai with a delivery that pitched outside leg-stump and hit the top of off.

He's still got the turn, Panesar insists, that led Duncan Fletcher to once declare him the best finger-spinner in the world. "I can still pitch the ball outside leg and turn it past off-stump," he adds.

"That’s still happening. In my humble opinion, the ability is still there. I just need a chance."

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